*Giggles*

I'm not supposed to be doing this....

Hey Analise, in response to your blogger thingie, I know that I get preachy but for some reason I just can't shut my mouth and listen. Next time say Becca, you're being preachy, let me talk. I don't know why thats so hard for me, but it is. Thanks *winks*.

Ayeyiyi, I am way to indecisive, but it works for me I guess. Everyone else is left wanting *pouts*.

Did you like the poem in the post before? I wrote that forever ago. Its not there for any particular person to read, but because I'm struggling with my own thoughts, again.

I had a few weird dreams last night. In one of them Donovan was there and he didn't like me, in another he was there and he did like me and in the other one there was a girl who was my girlfriend except I didn't remember that and when she reminded me I said "Ohhhhhhh. Yeah, of course...." She still liked me, it was strange.

I don't think there is going to be any serious dating for a while. I don't want to end up like Ross.

However, I do miss Erin, though I can't decide if it was the touch or if it was HER touch. I, of course, miss Analise, but thats more in a friendship way.

I miss playing the dating game. I'm good at it, or at least thats what I've been told. I love the flirting, the giggling, the pretended obstinance, the silly reconciliation, I miss buying the ice cream or taking her to dinner. I have no idea what to do around the boy and I miss the dance.

I don't agree with everything in this song, but it's still funny....

Girls
Beastie Boys

Girls - all I really want is girls
And in the morning it's girls
Cause in the evening it's girls

I like the way that they walk
And it's chill to hear them talk
And I can always make them smile
From White Castle to the Nile

Back in the day
There was this girl around the way
She liked by home-piece M.C.A.
He said he would not give her play
I asked him, "Please?" - he said, "You may."
Her pants were tight and that's ok
If she would dance - I would D.J.
We took a walk down to the bay
I hope she'll say, "Hey me and you should hit the hay!"
I asked her out - she said, "No way!"
So I broke North with no delay
I heard she moved real far away
That was two years ago this May
I seen her just the other day
Jockin' Mike D. to my dismay

Girls - to do the dishes
Girls - to clean up my room
Girls - to do the laundry
Girls - and in the bathroom
Girls - that's all I really want is girls
Two at a time - I want girls
With new wave hairdos - I want girls
I ought to whip out my - girls, girls, girls, girls, girls!