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Thoughts are flowing, gliding through my mind
Some stick, catching on the jagged edges of my conciousness
Those thoughts wrap around securing themselves
The others quietly peeping their opinions as they disappear
Thoughts tug at my mind
The confuse, they solve, they sit and ferment
Growing ever larger, more complex
Hard to understand on the outside
But inside they are crystal clear
To find the inside I must accept
Accept them and learn with them
Thoughts develop ever more in my mind


Lover I Don't Have To Love
Bright Eyes

I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you
Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you?
So it's up the stairs and out of view
No prying eyes I poured some wine
I asked your name you asked the time

Now it's two o'clock the club is closed we're up the block
Your hands on me pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know who else may have been here before

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Yeah where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here but I'm not sure
I got the money if you got the time
He said it feels good
I said I'll give it a try

Then my mind went dark
we both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers they just play tragic
And the phone's ringing
And the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching
Let's just keep keep singing

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
It was the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind

But you but you you write such pretty words
But life's no story book
Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt Do you like to hurt? '
Cause I do I do I do Then hurt me
Didn't hurt me Oh this hurt me