You were never a last resort.

Period. I meant that I ignored the original plans of dating because I didn't have conflicting emotions for anyone else. I thought that I only wanted to be with you and not date anyone else so I decided to skip all the silly foreplay relationship stuff. I decided it was simpler to ask you out instead of waiting three weeks. I was wrong and I know that I was.

Here's the song you were trying to find.

I Feel So
Boxcar Racer

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
Wish I could feel no pain
Wish I was young
Wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so calused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so calused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so careless
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so calused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Let's start over