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Damn computer deleted my entry before this *grumble grumble*

Life here is slowing down quite a bit here. My classes are getting easier and marching band is easier. Symphonic band won't really kick off until after Christmas and neither will soccer. I'm in a lull right now and I'm loving it. I've even started to get a decent amount of sleep. I like sleep!!!

I got a car. Well, not a car, but a "mini suv" to be politically correct. Its a 96' Toyota RAV4 and its beautiful. *Grins*.

I think I'm in love wit Donovan Sneed. He is the most wonderful, kind, considerate, intelligent person I know. When we're around each other our faces light up and we brighten the room together. Or at least thats how I feel about it. He doesn't want a relationship right before he goes off to college (he's a senior) and its killing me inside. Its hard to even be around him sometimes. On the other hand, I have two girls biting at my heels wanting to date me. Becky and her friend Stephanie have decided that they both like me, a lot. Its kind of nice, and yet slightly not nice, if that makes any sense at all.

I need to sleep. I like sleep. Good night.


Out of My League
Stephen Speaks

It’s her hair and her eyes today
That just simply take me away
And the feeling that I’m falling further in love
Makes me shiver but in a good way

All the times I have sat and stared
As she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
And she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
With me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

Cause I love her with all that I am
And my voice shakes along with my hands
Cause shes all that I see and she’s all that I need
And I’m out of my league once again.

It’s a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
As the world spins around her
She laughs, rolls her eyes
And I feel like I’m falling but it's no surprise

Cause I love her with all that I am
And my voice shakes along with my hands
Cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
But I’d rather be here than on land

And she's all that I see and she's all that I need
And I’m out of my league once again

It’s her hair and her eyes today
That just simply take me away
And the feeling that I’m falling further in love
Makes me shiver but in a good way

All the times I have sat and stared
As she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
And she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
With me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

Cause I love her with all that I am
And my voice shakes along with my hands
Cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
But I’d rather be here than on land

Yeah, shes all that I see and she’s all that I need
And I’m out of my league once again.