Sometimes it is simply to learn

We all question why we are here, why this moment in our lives are occuring. Sometimes it is simply to learn. Yes, there is drama in my life, yes, some of it is negative and yes some of it is positive. Its there, but it needs to be. I hate having to justify things to people, so, screw it. I have what I have in my life simply because it is what I need. Thank you.

Anyways, I had the most amazing experience on Friday at school. Let me just say that Friday was a good day for me, a VERY good day. Aced my bio quiz, which I studied for about an hour and a half, kicked butt in English, flirted with a beautiful girl, went to a pep rally, went to a football game, played an amazing half time show, came home and slept. It was great. But back to the main point...... at the pep rally the drumline went down onto the basketball court (the pep rallies are in the gym) and we played Unchanged, a drum cadence. It was a wonderful feeling. We stood in almost a circle, playing with all our heart and swirling around to see the screaming, jumping crowd cheering us on. We went through the song twice, jumping and drumming all at once, and when we were through the noise was deafening. So, so sweet. For those few minutes, the drumline was the coolest thing in the world. Everyone was jamming to the music that flowed from the drums that we struck with pieces of wood that we held in our hands. For that moment music brought joy to all and everyone loved what I was doing. It was acceptance, acceptance of my true self and just a moment of harmony for all. God, that was awesome.

Just thinking about that makes me smile.

I'm off to call Kaitlan so I can get a ride tomorrow to go to the TCU soccer game. I'm going to see Becky. Things are getting better *smiles*.

Good bless.

Sk8er Boy
Avril Lavigne

He was a boy, she was a girl
Can I make it anymore obvious?

He was a punk,she did ballet
What more can I say?

He wanted her, she'd never tell
secretly she wanted him as well.

But all of her friends stuck up there nose
they had a problem with his baggy clothes.

He was a skater boy, she said see ya later boy
he wasn't good enought for her
She had a pritty face, but her head was up in space
she needed to come back down to earth.

five years from now, she sits at home
feeding the baby
she's all alone

she turns on tv
guess who she sees
skater boy rockin' up MTV.

she calles up her friends,they already know
and they've all got tickets to see his show

she tags along and stands in the crowd
looks up at the man that she turned down.

He was a skater boy,she said see ya later boy
he wasn't good enought for her
now he's a super star
slamin' on his guitar
does your pritty face see what he's worth?

sorry girl but you missed out
well tuff luck that boys mine now

we are more than just good friends
this is how the story ends

too bad that you couldn't see
see that man that boy could be

there is more that meets the eye
I see the soul that is inside

He's just a boy, and i'm just a girl
can I make it anymore obvious?

we are in love, haven't you heard
how we rock eachothers world

I'm with the skater boy, I said see ya later boy
i'll be back stage after the show
i'll be at a studio
singing the song we wrote
about a girl you used to know