Today is the day

I don't know exactly what it's the day for, but it's obviously for something... right? Yeah, so, anyways........

It's kind of weird that I can automaticly tell the artist of a song I've never heard before just by listening to the guitar intro. Sometimes I just know things.

I'm feeling a little bit better about life now that I've chilled after church. I was a bit upset when we left but I've read a book, cover to cover, and I feel lighter. Illusions by Richard Bach is an amazing book. I love this man's writing. I've read Jonathan Livingston Seagull also and I love both. I really want to get ahold of One too, but I haven't been able to yet.

Wow. What a thought!!! We are divinely inspired. That's so simple isn't it? Yeah, most things in life are.

Everything in life is only an illusion. We can change things by simply wanting to change them, but only if we believe we can. Why do we chose to limit ourselves? Are we afraid of failure? Of disappointment? Or of actually accomplishing what we set out to do? I think sometimes we are afraid of success. Crazy human beings.....

I want to fly. My definition of true freedom is flight. When I am truly happy I feel as if I've been lifted of the ground and I'm soaring. I want to fly.

I'm afraid of failure though. I'm afraid to try because I might look silly. I'm afraid because I just might do it and then what do I do? I'm going to fly some day, literally or metaphsically, which ever way you would like to take it.

I love thinking. What a beautiful mechanisms are we!!! We can think and process and challange ourselves to learn. We can be afraid and fight through it, we can be happy and let ourselves be afraid. We can help people.

We realize, I realize, that I am here in this moment for a reason and that no matter what happens, all is good and god and well. In a wordly sense that is.

Well, yeah, so, anyways, I needed the above reminder. I'm talking to someone who I'm worried about liking and worried about not liking, but only in the friend sense. If that makes sense.......

Standing Outside The Fire
Garth Brooks

We call them cool
Those hearts that have no scars to show
The ones that never do let go
And risk the tables being turned

We call them fools
Who have to dance within the flame
Who chance the sorrow and the shame
That always comes with getting burned

But you've got to be tough when consumed by desire
'Cause it's not enough just to stand outside the fire

We call them strong
Those who can face this world alone
Who seem to get by on their own
Those who will never take the fall

We call them weak
Who are unable to resist
The slightest chance love might exist
And for that forsake it all

They're so hell-bent on giving ,walking a wire
Convinced it's not living if you stand outside the
fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire

There's this love that is burning
Deep in my soul
Constantly yearning to get out of control
Wanting to fly higher and higher
I can't abide
Standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire