Excerpts of a Meaningful Conversation


Casey Snead: I really find girls attractive a LOT by their attitudes but I still can't help but like her because we used to be so close it dosn't just go away.
dabopgk: yeah, i know what you mean
Casey Snead: Like your attitude.
Casey Snead: It's like one of the top sexiest attitudes ever.
dabopgk: lol, thanks


Casey Snead: I've been wondering a lot about somethin'...
dabopgk: what?
Casey Snead: What would you change to make yourself look more attractive?
dabopgk: me?
Casey Snead: Yeah.
Casey Snead: I get a feeling you want something different about you.
Casey Snead: Your attitude reflects somebody that would never answer that question because you are happy with anything and what you get.
dabopgk: yeah, i was going to say "well, i think i'm pretty darn hot so i'm good"
Casey Snead: Hehe.
dabopgk: well, i guess i don't know, i just really want to be able to have a meaningful relationshiop
dabopgk: ship
Casey Snead: What do you mean by meaningful?
Casey Snead: Having somebody you can really connect with?
dabopgk: i don't know what i would change, because i can only be me, but i just want a best best friend or a best girl/boyfriend
Casey Snead: That's cool.
Casey Snead: I've always wanted someone to be able to always understand me.
dabopgk: yeah, that is what i would love to have, someone who understands me
Casey Snead: Someone that would feel like their so close enough to actually be in a relationship but are there for you even when your with someone else.
dabopgk: yeah
Casey Snead: Well hey ^_^
Casey Snead: It could happen.
dabopgk: and it will, we just have to wait
Casey Snead: Find that someone that's perfect to nobody but you.


Casey Snead: There's a lot I don't know about you isn't there?
dabopgk: it depends on what you want to know
Casey Snead: I know you and everything.
Casey Snead: But I feel like there's no past.
Casey Snead: Our friendship is based only on the future.
Casey Snead: All of your other friends seem to have a past world they all share with you.
dabopgk: what do ya wanna know babe, you can know all of it
dabopgk: nah, we've just known each other longer, just had more experinces together
Casey Snead: I can't ask to know what I don't know to ask.
dabopgk: i don't know what to say then
dabopgk: lol
Casey Snead: ^_^
Casey Snead: Have you always played the drums?
dabopgk: since the moment i could hit stuff lol, it runs in my veins
dabopgk: how long have you been doing judo, or wait, does donovan do judo?
Casey Snead: Heh.
Casey Snead: Me and him both did it for 5 years.
Casey Snead: We don't anymore.
Casey Snead: I take taikwondo now though.
dabopgk: why not?
Casey Snead: We just stopped.
Casey Snead: It's just like, when an artist feels like drawing, and they keep drawing, but then they just stop and don't think twice about it.
dabopgk: good analogy
Casey Snead: Hehe...
Casey Snead: It's just I'm an artist to.
Casey Snead: I stopped drawing.
Casey Snead: I don't know why I stopped but I did.
dabopgk: sometimes its just time to move on


Casey Snead: That little hole inside of me I feel when I think about you probably won't ever be filled.
Casey Snead: That we have no past, but I think maybe if we know each other more this will be that past to fill that hole.
dabopgk: it'll work out babe, don't get stressed about knowing me, it'll come in time
Casey Snead: Your a mysterious person though.
Casey Snead: True mysterious and SILLY :p don't really mix together.
dabopgk: how am i mysterious?
Casey Snead: But it's like there is something underneath your sillyness like you have some kind of serious emotion you want to let out with someone.
dabopgk: yeah
dabopgk: yeah thats in me too
dabopgk: i want people to understand and i want to understand people
dabopgk: i don't know what that means though
Casey Snead: Hehe.
Casey Snead: It sounds like what we were talkin' about earlier, finding someone that just, knows.
dabopgk: yeah, but i want everyone to understand, to get what... what whatever it is, is
Casey Snead: That will never happen though..
Casey Snead: Not everyone will ever understand.
dabopgk: it could happen man


Casey Snead: I feel like when you die here on Earth that there's a time everyone will be able to just know.
dabopgk: yeah
Casey Snead: They'll be able to just move into you and know how you feel and what your thinking and have ever thought.
Casey Snead: Kind of like souls putting themselves together.
dabopgk: yeah, i'm feeling that
Casey Snead: I wish I could just merge my soul into you for a while.
dabopgk: do you think you could figure me out?
Casey Snead: I don't know..
Casey Snead: I feel like if I could do that that somehow I'd just feel better about you. Like I'd be able to just have a shared feeling.
dabopgk: why do you feel bad about me?
Casey Snead: I don't really feel bad about you, just not good.
dabopgk: how so?
Casey Snead: Something is just lacking.
Casey Snead: Like it's not enough how I know you now.
dabopgk: give it time babe

dabopgk: whatcha thinkin?
Casey Snead: My ex-gf is having boyfriend problems.
dabopgk: thats no good
Casey Snead: Yeah..
Casey Snead: I try to be helpful.
Casey Snead: My two ex-gf's I try to stay really close with.
dabopgk: thats cool
Casey Snead: When I love someone it never goes away.
dabopgk: what do you mean?
Casey Snead: So many people just throw their love away.
Casey Snead: They break up, and they don't have anything.
dabopgk: good way to think of it


Casey Snead: Man...
dabopgk: ?
Casey Snead: I don't get why it's hard for me to hear about my ex's doing things..
dabopgk: cause you still have feelings for them
Casey Snead: Yeah..
Casey Snead: I guess that is why most people lose their feelings when they break up.
Casey Snead: It's easier to just not care.
Casey Snead: It's like my heart skips a beat everytime I hear about them having a boyfriend or being in love.
dabopgk: well, sometimes you just have to let go babe


Casey Snead: Hrmm...
Casey Snead: I've been thinking a lot about getting a girlfriend.
Casey Snead: That's one of my problems, getting a girlfriend.
Casey Snead: It's not that I can't get one, it's that I can't bring myself to accept one.
dabopgk: how so?
Casey Snead: It's like..
Casey Snead: I've never been able to say yes to going out with a girl yet.
dabopgk: ?
Casey Snead: I guess I'm not boyfriend material :p
dabopgk: thats like me saying i'm not girlfriend material, its just simply not true
Casey Snead: Hehe, sneakily complimenting yourself I see :p
dabopgk: complimenting the both of us you bum
Casey Snead: ^_^
Casey Snead: Silly silly..
Casey Snead: So...
Casey Snead: The funny part is...
Casey Snead: We both don't have anybody :p
dabopgk: i chose not to at the moment, i could if i really wanted to *blushes and thinks beccas silly*
Casey Snead: ^_^
Casey Snead: Just like me huh, I have like a whole waiting list :p
dabopgk: that sounds really big headed, but i'm only stating the truth
dabopgk: yeah, me too
Casey Snead: It's just some girls that want me as a boyfriend.
Casey Snead: It dosn't mean how serious they are though.
Casey Snead: Honestly most of them probably don't want anything meaningful.
dabopgk: that sucks
Casey Snead: Yup ^_^
Casey Snead: But I have only had meaningful.
Casey Snead: Sometimes I just want somebody just to have.
dabopgk: i know what you mean
Casey Snead: Not that afterwards I wouldn't still share a lot with the person.
dabopgk: yeah, i get what you're saying, you just want someone to hold, someone that holds you back
Casey Snead: Yeah..


Casey Snead: Hey.
Casey Snead: I have to get ready to go.
dabopgk: ok, bye babe
dabopgk: *hugs*
Casey Snead: It was great talking to you Rebecca.
Casey Snead: And thank you for cheering me up so much last night in my crazyness.
dabopgk: it was great talking to you babe
dabopgk: lol, no problem babe
Casey Snead: ^_^
Casey Snead: *hugs you* bye
dabopgk: bye bye casey, see you tomorrow
dabopgk: bye
Casey Snead signed off at 6:05:43 PM.


Closing Time
Semi-Sonic

Closing time - time for you to go out, go out into the world.
Closing time - turn the lights up over every boy and every girl.
Closing time - one last call for alcohol, so finish your whiskey or beer.
Closing time - you don't have to go home but you can't stay here.

I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time - time for you to go back to the places you will be from.
Closing time - this room won't be open 'til your brothers or you sisters come.
So gather up your jackets, and move it to the exits - I hope you have found a
friend.
Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

Yeah, I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time - time for you to go back to the places you will be from...

I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end...