Becko & Becky

Last year in Mr. Miller's spanish class, my dear friend Miles began a comic strip. Super Cassie, Cassie being one of the girls in our class, had many, many exciting adventures, including defeating Becca, the evil verb gal. Becca, modeled after myself and a long time joke in the class, was desperatly afraid of irregular verbs. That was how Super Cassie defeated the verb gal, by stating the irregular verbs. Becca was then brought back to life by the gay super hero Josh. However, there was a catch, when people were brought back to life by Josh, they switched sexs. Becca then became conjugated into Becko the transexual. Later on in the comic, Becko, on the Dating Show, meets Becky and falls deeply in love. At some point they are seperated in the depths of hell and then reunited. It is truly a touching story.

This Becko, though not a transexual, is bi. Becko, or Becca has found her Becky *smiles*.

Becky is a freshman at my highschool. She's gorgeous, short and strong. She's smart, though I'm not sure she knows it. She makes me smile and doesn't pressure me to write her notes. She plays soccer and she's pretty damn good at it. She likes me and likes being around me. I like Becky a lot. She helps me smile.

Becky is a little insecure. She doesn't believe in herself at all. *Sighs* People like her are so silly, she is so amazing and yet she can't realize it. I enjoy just being around her so much. Its great.

She's had a hard life, so extremly different than my "perfect" suburbia. She was adopted. When she was three her adopted father was murdered and a year later her adopted mother had a heart attack and died. She went to live with someone else. Then, because of things better not mentioned, she had to move to another family. Her new family was fine until the father cheated on the mother. She, her new mother, and her new sisters moved out. Later the parents got back together. She still doesn't like her dad. She seems so sad sometimes, but with a backround like this I don't see how she can help it. I hope I can help her smile, I think I do.

Like I said, she is gorgeous. She has dirty blond hair with golden highlights, long, curling eye lashes, full red lips and deep brown eyes. She's as tall as Analise was when she and I started dating. When I hug Becky I can set my chin on the top of her head and to tell the truth it feels wonderful. When she smiles she lights up the room. I can't concentrate on homework when shes standing near me. I can't wait until I can find a chance to hold her hand, to hug her for more than five seconds, to look her in the eyes. She likes my eyes..........

*Smiles* I love being happy.

Slide
The Goo Goo Dolls

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'd give you anythin'
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are?
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah, I'm gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed?
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't supposed I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
It's somethin' I can't change
I'll live around it

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Ooh, slide

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh, May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married Or run away?

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh, May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married
Or run away?

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
(Yeah, slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(yeah slide)
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
(Yeah slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(Oh, oh slide)
Yeah, slide between the sheets of all them beds you never knew
(Yeah slide)
Why don't you slide into my room
Just slide into my room
Oh, we'll run away, run away, run away