*Worries*
Screen names were changed for the protection of the not so innocent but loved.
cow: hi
cow: I'm writing you an email right now...
dabopgk: ok
dabopgk: no matter what you say, you can't justify taking drugs to me
cow: I know
cow: I just want you to understand
dabopgk: you are the one who needs to understand babe, you're wrecking your life. where has taking drugs gotten you? you're out of money, out of friends, excluding the druggies, and you aren't happy
dabopgk: no one is ever going to be happy all the time, but i haven't talked to you when you were happy in the last eight months
dabopgk: probably the last year
cow: well... I've been going through a hard time in my life
dabopgk: how are drugs helping?
cow: they're not
dabopgk: they let you escape
cow: no
cow: they don't
dabopgk: then why do it!?!
cow: to learn about myself, I suppose.
dabopgk: thats crap
dabopgk: you can learn about yourself in a thousand other, unharmful ways
dabopgk: i'm being so crabby and mean about this because i love you
dabopgk: just so you know
cow: I know
cow: I love you too.
cow: it's people like you who really do make me happy
dabopgk: then why do drugs
dabopgk: because people like me don't
dabopgk: i'm not happy all the time, but i am most of it
dabopgk: choose something better for yourself
dabopgk: you can
dabopgk: i know you, you have an amazing willpower
dabopgk: if you want to, you can
dabopgk: do something that will help you
dabopgk: you are intelligent, you are able, you are wonderful and i love you
dabopgk: you can do anything you choose
dabopgk: if that sounds like bs to you, i'm sorry to hear that, because all of its true
cow: I understand
cow: and I definitely respect your viewpoint
dabopgk: but?
cow: but I disagree, is all.
cow: and I really think that mine is also valid
cow: for me, anyway, right now
dabopgk: *sighs*
Inside of Me
"She sings of song, of passion, of love, of laughter, of anger, of tears, of the pain, of hope, of the glory of the moon and the wind and the rain" Rachel Gaithers
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