*Being Thoughtful*

And now, an excerpt from Celeen's blogger.

Becca-
From fort worth, I know her through Chirch. She and analise dated for a while last year, but broke up. She as pretty dramatic back then. These days she loosened u considerably, but still plays the dating game a frantically as she ever used to. She's really an awesome person, very loving in general. She plays(ed?) drums, and she writes, and loves music, and is consitently the center of attention. Unfortunately, she's got carpal tunnel, so I don't know if she'll be able to keep up her drumming stuff. :(
Also Called: Rebecca, Becco

I think thats a very apt and interesting description of me. Yes, when I'm not with someone steadily, I do play the game frantically. I definantly agree with that. Hopefully its going to be plaYS instead ED, but who knows. The thing that I really find interesting is her observation that I'm "consistently the center of attention." That is true as well, but I can tell you I sure as hell don't try to make it so. It just seems that I stumble into the situations and then suddenly wham bam everyone is looking at me. Have any of you ever seen the Farside cartoon with the unfortunate cow? She always ends up with something bad happening to her. She gets ubducted by aliens, eaten by a snake, caught in a burning barn or any number of things like that. She just stumbles into them. Her personality probably has something to do with it, as does mine, but *sighs* I can not help being myself...........

Just so you know, I'm not trying to refute Celeen's opinion, but to understand myself...... or perhaps make excuses, you make the choice.

Hard Wired
Tracy Chapman

Your wants desires
Needs and wishes
Will be duly noted
Processed filed and cataloged
Labeled and encoded
Turned into sitcom dialog
And advertising slogans

We've got a box to put in your brain
Hard wired for downloading
All the secrets and the mysteries
You've been selfishly withholding

The dreams and hopes
That once were yours
Will now be collected and dispersed
So the first to come with cash to spend
Will be the first one served

We've got a box to put in your brain
Hard wired for downloading
All the secrets and the mysteries
You've been selfishly withholding

Make you think you like to be watched
Displayed on the auction block
Invaded in your own home
Stripped naked on the television
Humiliated in front of millions

We've got a box to put in your brain
Hard wired for downloading
All the secrets and the mysteries
You've been selfishly withholding

We've got a box to put in your brain
We've got a box to put in your brain
We've got a box to put in your brain
We've got a box to put in your brain

Your wants desires
Needs and wishes
Will be duly noted