Skiing

I'm leaving to go skiing today, well, in six hours. We're driving ten hours to Ruidoso, New Mexico. Its going to be a lot of fun, though it sucks because we have to leave my mommy. After her surgery she can't ride for ten hours in the car and she won't let us stay home. It makes me sad and I feel guilty. However, there is nothing to do about it so I guess I'll just go with the flow.

I spent all of Wednesday after school with Megan. Oh, by the way, it takes 32 minutes and 16 seconds to drive to her house and 28 minutes and 54 seconds to drive home from there, just in case you were wondering. Anyways, it was awesome and amazing and I got to be alone with her for the second time ever in our relationship. The first time was the day she and I began going out, it was nice. She asked me a few times why I treat her so well and I've really thought about that question and, sweetheart, the answer is still the same; because you are Megan. I like you because you are you, I enjoy you because you are you, I kiss you because you are you. It really is simple.

Stuff is working out well with Erin. She and I are able to talk without all of that akwardness of the last few weeks and that makes me happy. She and I are going to hang out Saturday when I get back if I don't get back super late. *smiles*

I miss Analise and V and Celeen and Ricky and Danielle and Donna and Saska and Matt and Jenn and Shands and Megan. I think that if I could I would spend the majority of my time with these people. Alas, that is not possible seeing as the closest one lives 30 minutes away and the farthest 800 miles. I still miss them.

Hey, Sunshine, sorry I couldn't talk to you tonight/last night. I really wanted to, but with the bus noises and such I couldn't. Also Erin was on the other line on the cell so I had to get back to her, but you know what I mean. I love you and I miss you.

Today was a good day, despite the lackage of sleep.

Ok, sorry, but I decided I'm gonna post this thingie. I normally don't do shit like this because it usually doesn't make intresting reading, however, this does.


You're a Non-box.


What box do you get put in?
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I thought it was a good description of myself, or at least what I try to do in my life.

Oh, I really like this song, except without that desperate I'll-be-yours-forever stuff. Leave that and this is a great song.

I'll try to post but if not, I'm sending you love for the week I am away.

Pretty Baby
Vanessa Carlton

You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the sun
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' round, oh Pretty Baby

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the sun
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' round, oh Pretty Baby

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again... Oh pretty baby

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the sun
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' round, oh Pretty Baby