I've been doing a lot of soul searching this summer.

I've had a lot of experiences this summer which have change my perspective of my self. Currently, I'm trying to figure out exactly who I am, cliche as that sounds. The emotions are running deep, deeper that I've ever been able to go before. I'm getting help, soon. I am honestly, truly and deeply afraid. And this all goes back to me. No one single person has any responsibility in this situation but myself. I love you and I hope you're doing well. I'm working towards it.