Hair today, gone tomorrow.....

Yeah, its true, I cut my hair.... gave it to Locks Of Love... I love it.

Its short, but not really short. Muahahahahahaha, I'm just going to make you all wonder and then you'll have to wait and see me at bi-regi or church or whatever. I love it *giggles*.

Getting my hair cut reminded me of Erin and Avril Lavigne. Muey interestante, aye?

Erin gave her hair to Locks of Love last summer, except she gave ALL her hair. It was a little bit stunning at first, looking at her I mean, but I got used to it and I liked it. I love her hair now, in fact I kind of wanted mine to look like that, though thats not what I ended up doing. Anyways, Erin and I always ended up listening to Avril Lavigne's cd when she and I hung out/dated. Its a good cd ant it always reminds me of her.

Went to Austin this weekend, it was a very interesting experince. I think that I have friends in band, which is absolutely amazing. I really bonded with Mendy, the new Spirit of Joshua drum major for next year. She and I started talking when she told me she was trying out for dm and we roomed together in Austin and had some great conversations about guilt, old love and spiritual theory. It was really crazy.

By the way, I also saw several Austinites this weekend as well, which I truly enjoyed. Daniel, Analise, Celeen and Amber all came and hung out with me at my hotel room and Vanessa came and visited me at the contest while we were practicing and Analise watched the performance. I love my Austinites but I miss them oh so much. I almost started crying on the way home just because I knew I was leaving all of my best friends behind and heading back to Joshua, alone, without friends. Hopefully, now that I'm close to Mendy, that will change.

We went to County Line on Saturday night with the band. When we got done eating, a couple of us went outside and sat next to the water on a large cement square near the end of the property. I was very quiet. I missed you.

You all need to go see Bruce Almighty. It is amazing. It was an absolutely amazing movie, funny with underlying spirituality.

Oh, my ensemble got a one *does a dance*. The judge even asked what my name was and said on the paper and to the ensemble how much he enjoyed my playing. It made me feel very special.

I have graduation tonight, I get to be an usher and I get to listen to Donovan give his speech. I don't think that I've talked to him once in the last week. I'm going to break up with him soon, though not tonight, because that would suck big poo poo.

Heaven
Live

You don't need no friends
get back your faith again
you have the power to believe
another dissident
take back your evidence
it has no power to decieve

I'll believe it when I see it, for myself

I don't need no one to tell me about heaven
I look at my daughter, and I believe.
I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sunset and I perceive

I sit with them all night
everything they say is right
but in the morning they were wrong
I'll be right by your side
come hell or water high
down any road you choose to roam

I'll believe it when I see it for myself

I don't need no one to tell me about heaven
I look at my daughter, and I believe.
I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sunset and I perceive, yeah

darling, I believe, Oh Lord
sometimes it's hard to breathe, Lord
at the bottom of the sea, yeah yeah

I'll believe it when I see it for myself

I don't need no one to tell me about heaven
I look at my daughter, and I believe.
I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sunset and I perceive

I don't need no one to tell me about heaven
I look at my daughter, and I believe.
I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sunset
I can see the sunset
I can see the sunset
I don't need no one
Ohhhh
I don't need no one
I don't need no one
I don't need no one
To tell me about heaven
I believe
I believe it, yeah