Yeah....

This week has been very hard. I feel like I just want to go driving. I want to just drive away out to some place where I can see the stars and breathe. Its hard to breathe right now.

Honestly, I'm doing alright, in fact, I'm just fine. I am allowing myself to feel and I am continuing to return to center. I feel very stressed, but I'm ok with that. I know that I will work through it, as will everyone else involved. I am very exhausted.

I feel lonely. I wish that I could be with someone who touched me with meaning. Not particuarly sexual, though a soft kiss would be nice, even preferable. I just wish that I could have someone hug me and not need the hug back. Someone that I could relax into for a few moments and perhaps even cry to, an exhausted cry. One of those that you feel right when you're on the edge of everything. When you are on top of the spherical pyramid waiting to totter towards one circle or the next, but not quite sure which one it is...

I like that.