I feel very uncentered right now. Someone I love very much is very very sick. So sick that I am scared of what might happen. I have a knot in my throat.

Everything has already been dealt with, the tears cried, and I'm trying just to get back on to life. I'm having a hard time focusing.

I feel like crying and the knot in my throat is making it hard to breathe.

I need to finish cleaning my room..........