Megan

This is why my girl is so amazing and wonderful and perfect and why I am left breathless around her........

J2MEi95cl: lets just be friends
rainbowbrite5524: ok
rainbowbrite5524: i wasnt looking for a relationship in the first place
J2MEi95cl: ok
rainbowbrite5524: i have a girlfriend
rainbowbrite5524: no need for a man at this point
J2MEi95cl: ?
rainbowbrite5524: ??
J2MEi95cl: what do you mean by girlfriend?
rainbowbrite5524: like im dating a girl
J2MEi95cl: come on if you think that shes better than a guy than you havnt met a good guy. there is a reason its male and female its too bad that "man" is a dieing breed
J2MEi95cl: do your parents know about this?
rainbowbrite5524: it's not that i haven't met a good guy, i just really like her
rainbowbrite5524: yes they do
J2MEi95cl: how close are you?
rainbowbrite5524: we have been going out for two week to this day
rainbowbrite5524: but i have known her for years
J2MEi95cl: so how far have yall gone?
rainbowbrite5524: made out
rainbowbrite5524: it's not like that with a girl
J2MEi95cl: ok...STOP
rainbowbrite5524: stop what?
J2MEi95cl: trust me your going down the wrong path
rainbowbrite5524: im happy and thats all that matters
J2MEi95cl: i know lots of girls that have experimented like this
rainbowbrite5524: i know what i want
J2MEi95cl: your not being the person God intended you to be. that's what maters
rainbowbrite5524: its not so much about being someone who experiments
rainbowbrite5524: what if god intended me to be with her?
J2MEi95cl: Satan corrupts that which is good.
J2MEi95cl: God doesn't contradict himself
rainbowbrite5524: i dont believe in satan
rainbowbrite5524: or hell
rainbowbrite5524: and it's not to be saying that " oh if i dont believe in it, then it must not be true", i have a every different religion
J2MEi95cl: just because i don't believe your a 12 year old boy doesn't mean that you arn't
rainbowbrite5524: you want to see a picture of me?
J2MEi95cl: you bet
J2MEi95cl: but thats not the point im making
J2MEi95cl: read closer
rainbowbrite5524: http://www.unityfortworth.org/youthed.asp
J2MEi95cl: i believe your a girl
rainbowbrite5524: im the one on the left in the top corner
rainbowbrite5524: it's not that i want god to be mad at me for my actions, but at this point i know that i am happy
rainbowbrite5524: and if that means that i have to spend the rest of my life in "hell", then so be it, it's worth it
J2MEi95cl: well shouldn't you want to make God happy? after all, you wouldn't be here without him. so that would mean you owe if your life and that your life is just as much his than it is yours because he it the Creator.
rainbowbrite5524: true
rainbowbrite5524: very good point
rainbowbrite5524: but i will always owe my life and anything i can give to him yes, but he wants me to be happy
rainbowbrite5524: no matter if i harms my future
rainbowbrite5524: this is a lesson that i have to learn from myself
J2MEi95cl: so if hell would be "worth" it that we can assume it is real for this example: hell is eternity, there is eternal solitary burning. that's worth it?
rainbowbrite5524: but thank you very much for doing your job as a good citizen of life
rainbowbrite5524: well i would be there with her
rainbowbrite5524: wouldnt i?
J2MEi95cl: no
rainbowbrite5524: why?
rainbowbrite5524: she's just as guilty as me
rainbowbrite5524: is she not?
J2MEi95cl: yeah so why do you think you'll be rewarded?
rainbowbrite5524: for what?
J2MEi95cl: the point of history is to learn from its mistakes
J2MEi95cl: to be together is what you want right? why would God grant that wish?
rainbowbrite5524: why wouldnt he?
rainbowbrite5524: he loves us all doesnt he?
J2MEi95cl: yes but the wages o fsin is death.
J2MEi95cl: you must repent
rainbowbrite5524: who ever said heaven was the place you had to go to
rainbowbrite5524: whats so wrong with going to hell
rainbowbrite5524: you work for eternity so what
rainbowbrite5524: you did the same thing on earth
J2MEi95cl: to continue in sin is to continue in death, Christ came to give us life. he died for our sins so that we can enjoy life to the fullist
rainbowbrite5524: and all we do is sin
J2MEi95cl: yeah but the Christian continually seeks God and to be perfect like him untill we will be truly perfect in heaven
rainbowbrite5524: but in that process is continuous sin
J2MEi95cl: be a christian isn't like joining a club. its active enrolment
J2MEi95cl: no we are free from it
rainbowbrite5524: for those who are christian
J2MEi95cl: some may sin but it is not right for us to continue in it
rainbowbrite5524: what if someone loves the lord but wants to go to hell
J2MEi95cl: that's contradicting because the Lord isn't there. if love the Lord you will keeep his comandments
J2MEi95cl: you will want to be where he is
rainbowbrite5524: why is that?
rainbowbrite5524: you dont know that
J2MEi95cl: the lord hates sin!
J2MEi95cl: why would he go to hell
rainbowbrite5524: then why does he allow it on his creation?
J2MEi95cl: some choose death
J2MEi95cl: you dont have to
rainbowbrite5524: so i choose death
J2MEi95cl: why?
J2MEi95cl: that doesn't make sense?
rainbowbrite5524: i dont think you'll ever understand
rainbowbrite5524: but if i have to pay the price of my life to be with her then i will
rainbowbrite5524: thanks for trying to save me but i like her for what she is
J2MEi95cl: i do understand, and hopfully you will to before you die
rainbowbrite5524: you're a good person
rainbowbrite5524: God has youyr spot in heaven waiting for you
J2MEi95cl: im as sinful as the rest of them but i have chosen to rise above it
rainbowbrite5524: im proud
J2MEi95cl: im not trying to impress you
rainbowbrite5524: i know
rainbowbrite5524: i can see it is who you are
J2MEi95cl: im sorry for you
rainbowbrite5524: it's ok, it's my choice
J2MEi95cl: but if this is who i am than one of us is wrong
rainbowbrite5524: why?
J2MEi95cl: because we believe that some go to hell and some go to heaven that contradicts your beliefs
J2MEi95cl: there are absoluts
rainbowbrite5524: oh
rainbowbrite5524: one question
J2MEi95cl: shoot
J2MEi95cl: i mean go ahead
rainbowbrite5524: where does it say that it is your job to judge others?
J2MEi95cl: did i judge you? are we not just stating opinons? did i say your going to hell? i just said be careful wich path you take. you are going down the wrong path but that doesn't mean you have to keep going. God is no respector of persons and neither am i. i have done and continue to do wrong, but i have chosen not to continue in sin
rainbowbrite5524: ok
rainbowbrite5524: thanks
rainbowbrite5524: you seem really nice
J2MEi95cl: you too
rainbowbrite5524: im sorry if i seem like a little devil child
J2MEi95cl: no
J2MEi95cl: you don't know anything about myself or my past, your ok.
J2MEi95cl: :-)
J2MEi95cl: O:-)
rainbowbrite5524: hehe
rainbowbrite5524: well i have to get up in the morning so i will catch you later
rainbowbrite5524: bye little one
rainbowbrite5524: be safe and good bless
J2MEi95cl: don't be quick to believe what man or woman teaches. study the word and allow God to reveal the truth.
rainbowbrite5524: will do
J2MEi95cl: good
J2MEi95cl: sweet dreams
rainbowbrite5524: night