Kissing Is FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Deep sigh* It has been a wonderful weekend. My soccer team got third in the tournament, my two of my best friends from Austin got to hang out with my friends from Joshua, Celeen and I got the low score at the bowling alley *long distance high five*, I got to eat pie, and I now, as of today, have a girlfriend.

Megan is so beautiful........ heart and soul and body. You know you're dating a good person when they are beautiful on more than one plane of their existance. Should that be "plain"? I'm not quite sure *shrugs*.

I don't know how Analise and I were together without the physical. After spending the last few hours with Megan I can't imagine living without it. It is so amazing to hold someone in your arms and know that they want to be right there in that moment with you, doing exactly what they're doing. To want and have want fufilled. It is wonderous what the lack of distance does for relationships.

It was so good to be kissed and to kiss back, to hold her hands and not to have to think about the world. It's been so long since I've held someone, since I've really kissed someone passionately. It was breathtaking. At one point I picked her up, sat her in my lap and we kissed, my hands running through her hair. It was like I was in a dream that I never thought could happen, that I thought would never become the least bit tangible. The only thing in the world that I could have asked for was more time to look into her eyes and hold her. God, it was wonderful.

I am happy tonight.

Good bless.

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Oh you make me lay down
Oh you make me forget I am here
Oh you're making me safe now
Oh you make the faces disappear

I'm all right by the way
Everyone saves the day
Sometimes I feel it

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Oh I feel so close now
Oh you're taking me back from where I've been
Oh I'm not alone now
Oh you rest me up and rush me in

I'm all right by the way
Everyone saves the day
Sometimes I feel it

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Send it up now
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Send it up to me

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I'm all right by the way
Everyone saves the day
Sometimes I feel it

Send it up
Send it up now
Send it up
Send it up to me

Send it up
Send it up now
Send it up
Send it up to me