So.....

I am alive and estatically happy at that. Bard is amazing; it is everything and more of than what I wanted it to be. I am content in the happiest way imaginable.

Things with Rose are interesting, in a great way. I'm there to support her, to be there for her when she needs me. I love her. She loves me too. Astounding.

Oh, by the way, my computer deleted all of my favorites, which means all of your blogs/xangas/livejournals and all of that great stuff. Please e-mail them to me or post them on here with the comment thing-a-ma-bob. I would really appreciate it. And, if you don't know my e-mail, its on my profile.

Feel Free and Good Bless

P.S. Enjoy one of my first writing assignments on my poetry blog *points to thing on side where I say a whole bunch of "I am" statements* and enjoy the following letter to myself, which is the first thing I have ever written at Bard.


I'm here, now, much like Sarah said last night. I know that I am meant to be here, depite doubt, critisism, miss-spellings and challenge. I feel as if I am existing in a continual state of entrophy; building and rebuilding my moments, my life in each glimpse of the world around and within me.

Even though I am beginning a new life in a new world (Hogwarts as some would call it), I am still myself. I still have a past, a life, a predisposition of who I am; I completely agree with Ran on that. I am starting anew with the people around me but I cannot reinvent myself every time I meet a new person. I have laid a foundation the last eighteen years of my life, one that I plan to build myself upon. My spirit, my soul are the rock which I build my Self on.

As I look to my future, I don't know what to anticipate but life itself. By the time Bryan sends this I will have chosen a major, explored life with Rose, graduated from Y.O.U., seen Ben and Rebecca marry, Zack graduate from high school and other, innumerable experiences. I can only know, hope and believe that I will live with integrity and truth. As a beautiful, gorgeous, spiritual Rose once taught me- Intention is Everything.

Feel Free and Good Bless.

Rebecca Williams