I don't have much to say, I just feel like I should be writing........

We won the game Friday night 1-0. It didn't have to go into shoot outs, which is a good thing. We've gone into shoot outs so many times that it looks like we have nothing but defense on our team and that the only way we can win is to let me tackle people. Totally untrue. We're developing skills I never though we had. It's wonderful.

At the band competitions this weekend we did fairly well. I'll be making my annual trip down to Austin for Solo and Ensemble again. Not sure what week that will be, though I will be down there. We also placed 2nd at NTCA, which is wonderful. We wanted 1st of course but we screwed the third movement so thats what we get. It happens sometimes and I just know that we'll win at Championships.

I need to tell Matt, Saska and Jenn that I'll be in Houston in a couple weeks........ That might be important. I would really love to see them. I miss them. I should have kept in better touch with them..........

K.C. is wonderful. She is amazing. I wish she was more a part of my life......... I wish I could bring her home to meet my family, as *fun* as that would be. I want her to hang out with Shands and giggle with Vanessa. I want us to live outside of her house, outside of her bedroom..........

And it will come, I know that it will. Shands just needs to get himself ungrounded lol. I can't wait to introduce her to everyone and anyone. She is glorious.

I'm getting closer to the drumline all of the time; it is slightly awkward, but in a really great way. I never thought that I could actually have friends in that group, not after all the shit that went down my Junior year. I am so grateful to have a second chance with them. They're a lot of fun, especially Calvin. He and I always have a blast.

Yay for TAKS!!!!!!!! *Teehee* It's more like, "Yay for TAAS!!!!" *Muahahahahaha* I'm at home right now because I got to take the TAAS test and not the stupid TAKS. Yay for being a Senior.

Everything is moving, but only just. It feels as if life is creeping along, like a bug atop stagnant water. Life feels stagnant except when I'm with her. Then everything else can disappear and not matter. I don't have to think about school, about life when I'm in her arms because I'm there for her. Because that is all that can exist in those moments. I'm caught up in her eyes, her lips, her touch. I'm safe and relaxed. I'm free.

I Can Love You Like That
All-4-One

They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your prince charming would come rescue you
You like romantic movies
And you never will forget
The way it felt when Romeo kissed Juliet
And all this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more

I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
If you give me a chance, I can love you like that

I never make a promise
I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever
Forever's what I mean
I’m no casanova
But I swear this much is true,
I’ll be holding nothing back
When it comes to you
You dream of love that's everlasting
Well baby open up your eyes...

I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
If you give me a chance, I can love you like that

If you want tenderness
I’ve got tenderness
And I see through to the heart of you
If you want a man
Who will understand
You don't have to look very far

I can love you, girl I can (I can love you love you)
Oh baby oh...
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
I can love you like that
I can make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
My heart my heart my world
Show you you're everything (you're everything to me)
Love you like that
I can make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
My heart my heart my world
Show you you're everything